I don't know what I am going to do after I graduate, I could go home, I could stay here, I could go somewhere else. I have had so many ideas, that I don't know which I will do.
You know, I was thinking just now, and I just realized something; even though I don't know what I will be doing, God has been so good to me. If I stay here I have wonderful friends and a wonderful church family. If I go home I have wonderful friends and a wonderful church family. (I ignore the third option, because odds are I will not go somewhere else immediately upon graduation).
In other words, I will be heartbroken to stay, heartbroken to go. Either decision (to stay or to go) will bring joy and yet heartache at the same time.
And yet there is something else that pulls me to stay...
So that is the blessing in disguise; though I am saddened that I have to choose, God has provided me with such blessings in both places. I must focus on what I have, not on what I do not have. Discontentment comes when you loose sight of what God has blessed you with and you begin to focus on that which you don't have.
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